I need I must have
Today is Saturday Jan 12-2008. I usually write and publish here without preparation. It is automated process. I remember a thing or see something new or get a crazy idea, write what is inside and publish it.
15 minutes ago I got a deep down call "what will you write today?" my answer to myself was noting and then I decided to write.
If you fed up of reading this and think it is bullshit, stop it now because I will not stop.
I need to write I must write.
" I NEED I MUST HAVE "
A very strong proverb always used by Bernd Nollau, don't worry I will not tell who is Nollau!
I needed to write, decided to write, jumped to my keyboard and open my email client!
Why? Good question. Simply the answer is to have a direct spell check while typing to be able to post as soon as I want.
For a second I was going to post now.
It is my decision; sure you will give me the middle finger in front of your screen but it still my decision and I will go on.
It is very strange that I didn't finish typing a clear idea yet and I am thinking, which picture would fit with nonsense I am writing.
It is eating my mind, annoying me and bothering as well; I will stop thinking about it. It will come just a little patience and it will come
I just counted at least 12 lines till now, when I needed to talk silently "to write" I managed to write 12 lines without preparation.
I am good :-) I will consider changing career, although technical career is paying very well but it sucks. I have a principle, it is not mine but I learned it from Barry D. Williams.
(Wow I can type a book about Barry, you see when we need and decide to start we can)
Let's go to the point, the principle is "I work to Live not live to work", but with the projects and free lancing business, no time to spend what you earn, unless you have a good vacation.
No daily enjoyment, and this sucks.
By the way I just found a picture that will match with the above, from my point of view. You will like it when you get to it.
Back to the point, if I am in Alexandria , having a job, and sure it will be much less than what I am getting now. I will have the daily time to enjoy but not the tool (money) to enjoy the way I want.
No I will never say "this is life" "C' est la vie" or "life is a Bi**h", life is what we make out of it. (One of Barry's)
And I decided now I will enjoy my way and my current job will be my last one overseas, I am going back to Alexandria , will plant a nice garden, and start a new side business with a simple job.
I swear to God I didn't prepare a word of what I have typed, it is all started because of
I NEED I MUST HAVE
It was good to talk silently, and I found what will the next story tell? It will be about Barry and Nollau.
15 minutes ago I got a deep down call "what will you write today?" my answer to myself was noting and then I decided to write.
If you fed up of reading this and think it is bullshit, stop it now because I will not stop.
I need to write I must write.
" I NEED I MUST HAVE "
A very strong proverb always used by Bernd Nollau, don't worry I will not tell who is Nollau!
I needed to write, decided to write, jumped to my keyboard and open my email client!
Why? Good question. Simply the answer is to have a direct spell check while typing to be able to post as soon as I want.
For a second I was going to post now.
It is my decision; sure you will give me the middle finger in front of your screen but it still my decision and I will go on.
It is very strange that I didn't finish typing a clear idea yet and I am thinking, which picture would fit with nonsense I am writing.
It is eating my mind, annoying me and bothering as well; I will stop thinking about it. It will come just a little patience and it will come
I just counted at least 12 lines till now, when I needed to talk silently "to write" I managed to write 12 lines without preparation.
I am good :-) I will consider changing career, although technical career is paying very well but it sucks. I have a principle, it is not mine but I learned it from Barry D. Williams.
(Wow I can type a book about Barry, you see when we need and decide to start we can)
Let's go to the point, the principle is "I work to Live not live to work", but with the projects and free lancing business, no time to spend what you earn, unless you have a good vacation.
No daily enjoyment, and this sucks.
By the way I just found a picture that will match with the above, from my point of view. You will like it when you get to it.
Back to the point, if I am in Alexandria , having a job, and sure it will be much less than what I am getting now. I will have the daily time to enjoy but not the tool (money) to enjoy the way I want.
No I will never say "this is life" "C' est la vie" or "life is a Bi**h", life is what we make out of it. (One of Barry's)
And I decided now I will enjoy my way and my current job will be my last one overseas, I am going back to Alexandria , will plant a nice garden, and start a new side business with a simple job.
I swear to God I didn't prepare a word of what I have typed, it is all started because of
I NEED I MUST HAVE
It was good to talk silently, and I found what will the next story tell? It will be about Barry and Nollau.
Ciao
Hellooooo
